ｉ ｎｅｖｅｒ ｗａｎｎａ ｂ ｇｏｏｄ ａｇａｉｎ

没了
什么都没了
心碎了
为什么我会那么笨
这世上除了我之外
再也没有人比我那么笨了
因我的笨，
i lost my new phone,
d phone tat my hubby buy for me as my 21st present,
d most precious present tat i ever get from my hubby
i wasted all my hubby de money
his sincerity,
and his heart..
he use all his savings,
his savings which work very hard to get de
in not more than 10 days,
gone,
gone for nothing
gone because of my carelessness
which cause by my stupidity and brainless me
how dare me....
wat a useless person in the universe...
hopeless and helpless
why,
why
and WHY
muz be me...
wat hav i done to u..
y hav to treat me lik tis...
tis is not wat i expect...
u ll payback 1 day..
for treatin me lik tis..
if i ever saw u again..
u ll b far more sad from wat i hav gone thru..
i swear...
i ll never let u hav a good life after all
cos u did not deserve...
u　ＤＩＤ　ＮＯＴ　ＤＥＳＥＲＶＥ